Hello beautiful I can’t wait until I can hold you. I promise I won’t drop you like I’ve dropped my other two cameras that I spent well over $200 for. I love you already you hot pink sexy bitch! We’re going to be fabulous together.

“And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day”

Things I want to accomplish before I die

• Attend a professional football game, basketball game, or a hockey game
• Visit Paris
• Learn how to speak Chinese
• Get married
• Have two children
• Send a message in a bottle
• Run in a marathon
• Write a story about my life
• Spend a night at the Lizzie Borden house
• Ride a horse on a beach
• Get on the news for something.. good or bad
• Have a real conversation with my father
• Ride a mechanical bull
• Own a house
• Be my ideal weight
• Be a blonde
• Scuba Dive
• Public speak without stuttering or getting nervous
• Graduate college
• See Rise against in concert
• Learn sign language
• Pet a Zebra 
• Visit an asylum
• Learn how to play a guitar or drums
• Own a 77’ red camaro

I’ve decided after visiting the great state of New Hampshire that I would love to reside there.

Friday afternoon I spent most of the day in the car driving up to New Hampshire with the boyfrannnd. I got to see the wonderful Colby Sawyer college and then met up with Brandon and lovely Kellie.

We stayed at Brandon’s new loudon hotel bedroom and he even let us sleep in his bed I want this bed and someday I will have one just like it.. sleeping on a twin bed isn’t much fun. ;)

Brandon & Kellie cooked us a delicious wheat pasta meal and heated up bread in a mircowave.. yes, a microwave.

The next day we spent the day at Lake Sunapee where I got attacked by a bunch of bugs and now I’m itchy.. but the race was exciting! and Lake Sunapee is beautiful. I left my sweater at Brando’s and Dan left his coffee.. It’s a sign.

I no longer want to come home after visiting places out of Massachusetts

I’ve come to realize a lot of things happen for a reason..

In the words of Marilyn Monroe :

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

I haven’t always had the best life but I’ve always made the best of it. I believe my life is amazing now because of all the things I’ve gone through in the past. The future is going to be better. I have an amazing boyfriend and I don’t know where I would be without him. I’ve never been this happy in my entire life & I deserve this.

 I live my life a certain way and I like it that way. I need to constantly be doing something or I will go insane. I never stop talking. I think I’m a comedian but I’m really not that funny. I have great friends, but I’ve let some slip away. I enjoy going to bike races and watching my boyfriend and his friends ride their bikes.The car ride home isn’t that bad.. I just like to make people laugh. ;)

College has taken up a lot of my time but hopefully it pays off next May and I can graduate as a Medical Assistant. I worked too damn hard to fail now. I used to bring my books to study to poker games.. I’m that dedicated to studying, yet I barely make it through college. I’m so thankful that I passed all my classes this semester with good grades. I’m proud of myself for making it this far..